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What Kind Of Parrot Are You? [Mar. 3rd, 2005|08:01 pm]
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What kind of Parrot are you?

African Grey

You're a little shy, until you are comfortable. You are Super smart.

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To The Bastard With The Crowbar [Oct. 15th, 2004|10:25 pm]
Fusion4Future
[mood |angryangry]
[music |"Instant Karma" by John Lennon]

To the fucker with the crowbar....

I'm sorry I don't know what your name is, but I have to write this open letter to the Universe in the hopes that Karma will take responsibility for the delivery of the message to you.

Somewhere between the evening of Thursday the 14th and the morning of Friday the 15th, you saw fit to smash the driver's side of the windshield of our tour's Ryder truck. As there was nothing of value within the cab, I certainly can't know for sure what your motivation was. Maybe you did it on a dare from a friend. Maybe you thought you'd get in and steal the radio and sell it for cash. Maybe you don't know why you did and just had to lash out at the world.

They say when a butterfly flaps its wings, the wind currents change and a whole world moves in a new direction. There's also the old adage that for want of a nail the war was lost. Well, for the one sensless act of the swinging of a crowbar (or bat or whatever), you may have changed the way a child views theater forever.

You see, we were supposed to arrive at Grandview High School in Kansas City, Missouri at 9am for a show today. We were going to have 3 hours to load-in to the space and then put on a show for about 100 kids. Do you know anything about Grandview High School? You see, they're what's known as a Title 1 school. In other words, a large chunk of these kids come from poverty-level homes. The school itself struggles for funding, and typically arts budgets are nonexistent. In fact, even though a tour performs in the same town at a big civic center type venue, they are unable to afford the buses and tickets to attend. So they appealed to the good, human side of our company and asked if we'd be willing to come to them instead. I have no idea of the financials (though I know that everything was done to give these folks the best possible price), but I guarantee you it was a struggle on their part to be able to raise the funds to bring the tour to them. Yet, the plan was in motion. The money came in, the reservation was set, and five great literary short stories were scheduled to be peformed at noon on the 15th of October.

And then, you came by with your crowbar.

The butterfly flaps its wings, and one thing happens. Had you kept walking, we would have appeared at the venue and the kids would have had the most amazing theater experience they've ever dreamed of.

However, you and your crowbar entered the picture. So the butterfly flapped its wings in another direction.

Upon leaving the hotel on the 15th at 8:40 in the morning for the school, we discovered your handiwork. The truck was undrivable, and we were unable to leave for the school. Phone calls had to be made for a police report, to Ryder whom we rent the truck through, to the home office, to the school. Glass had to be cleaned up. Replacement glass had to be arranged for installation (while we'd be doing the show at the school). A tow truck had to be called to get the truck to the school.

By the time all of these things were arranged and the tow truck arrived, it was 11am, and it takes 20 minutes to get from the hotel to the school. That would leave us a whole 30 minutes to get the entire show setup, people in makeup, etc. So we did the only thing we could do under the circumstances.

We had to start destroying the show.

First, we cut the first story of the show to try and fit in the school's timeframe. Then, when we realized that wouldn't be enough, we went ahead and cut the second story of the show. That left us three stories. Unfortunately, once we got there and got the set unloaded, we realized we weren't even going to even be able to do that and we were forced to cut the third story of the show.

These poor (literally) kids, got TWO of the five stories they were entitled to. These kids who had probably never had the opportunity to see live theater in their lives got TWO stories to watch. They had been excited for weeks about our coming to them. They couldn't believe the opportunity. The audience was going to be made up of theater students and others.

One student had taken the time to make brownies for us because she was so excited about our being there. The school had bought us drinks and subs and chips and candy. There was a formal presentation by the student body to us of school tshirts. Pictures were taken and everybody wanted their picture taken. Everyone wanted to help us load-in and load-out. Everyone wanted the chance to be a part of this incredibly unique experience. There was a huge question and answer session where people just couldn't get enough of wanting to know every aspect of everything we do. These kids were HUNGRY for whatever morsels we would give them. We were wanted, we were loved, we were needed, we were respected. This was a school where we could do no wrong. Two stories? That was fine with them. They got more than they ever thought they could have had.

But they deserved a helluva lot more you miserable piece of shit. You single-handedly kept us from giving these students everything they truly deserved. Your one moment of insanity, stupidy, ignorance kept these 100 students from having a full experience that might have changed their lives even more forever.

Do you know why I signed up for this tour? Why I ever wanted to get involved with touring theater? I signed up because I knew there were students out there who would experience our show that had never seen a live theatrical performance in their lives and we might make the biggest mark on their personal and creative development ever. I signed on not necessarily for those 1500 kids that come to the Midland Center in Kansas City and think about the day off they get from school, but for the 100 kids of Grandview High School who get the opportunity to experience something wonderful in a life that may not normally contain such opportunities. These kids who needed us, these kids who made me actually cry in the dressing room (which, I might add, was a music practice room because the school can't do real dressing rooms) at the futility of failing to give these kids what they truly deserve.

So Mr. or Ms. Crowbar Wielder, I hope you'll take a moment to think about all of this when Karma gets around to delivering this message to your inbox. And, make no mistake....Karma WILL indeed find you. The butterfly will flap its wings in a way that will deeply impact YOUR life in a negative fashion, because Nature adores balance. A negative act towards those 100 good people and the 10 people who attempted to make their life better for two hours will only come back to you with a negative spin the likes of which you have never seen. I don't need to send this message to you with Delivery Confirmation or Signature Requested. I have absolutely no doubt that the Universe will find a way to let me know it got through to you.

Sincerely yours,
F4F
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Which 'Rejected' Character Are You? [Oct. 7th, 2004|08:23 pm]
Fusion4Future
anuscloud
A bleeding anus cloud, who'd a thunk it. They make
plugs for that, you know.


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Less Than A Week To Go! [Aug. 3rd, 2004|05:16 pm]
Fusion4Future
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |"Closer" by Nine Inch Nails]

Well folks, the big day is almost upon me...Monday I head off to Boston for rehearsals.

I just got the list of cities this tour is going to, and the venues I'll be playing. Looks like I'm playing a few of the same houses that I played on the last tour. Fortunately, they're places I really wanted to go back to. No real small towns this go-around, and looks like pretty nice venues.

I had figured it to only be a West Coast tour, so I was realllllly surprised when I found out that I'd be doing shows in Florida and all the way up the Eastern Seaboard. Hooray! Nothing like a well-rounded tour.

If anyone is interested in attending, let me know where you are and I'll tell you if I'll be near you. Not sure what the comp ticket situation is, but I'm relatively sure I can work something out.

Had a good time Saturday at badjahsensei's graduation. It had been a while since I'd had the opportunity to hang out with him, and I realized how much I'd missed that. And yes, this penguin shed a tear or two when he crossed the stage and got his degree. I'm really frickin' proud of him, and it made me think seriously about going back to school. Maybe get a MFA? We'll have to see....
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Easter Bunny Gets The Crap Beaten Out Of Him [Apr. 9th, 2004|12:34 pm]
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[mood |giddygiddy]
[music |"Whip It Good" by Devo]

Ahhhh, the joys of organized religion:

NO CADBURY EGGS FOR YOU!!!!
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Fun With Karma [Jan. 13th, 2004|11:41 pm]
Fusion4Future
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |See Above....]

Woohoo!

11 gigs of transfer later, and I was ready to go for a walk around the neighborhood tonight and try out my new toy, my beloved Rio Karma. 8:57 pm, stepped outside into the VERY cool Florida night air, threw it into RioDJ: Entertain Me! mode, and I was off. Tonight's music included:

Everclear: Most of the tracks off of "Songs From An American Movie Volume 1: Learning How To Smile"

Dave Matthews: Don't Drink The Water

Venus Hum: Soul Sloshing

Aretha Franklin/Blues Brothers: Think (Freedom)

Norah Jones: Don't Know Why

Blue: Kickass cover of Signed, Sealed, Delivered

The Art Of Noise: Backbeat

Greek Buck: Spunk (Theme Song to Queer As Folk)

Scar Tissue: Destination Unknown (cover of Missing Persons track)

Bon Jovi and Bob Geldof: I Don't Like Mondays

Aaron Carter: How I Beat Shaq (hey, we all have that guilty pleasure track, don't we?)

THINGS I LEARNED ON THE TOUR

1. 192WMA sounds better than 128 or 160 (duh)
2. Frosted glass doesn't keep people from being able to tell you're in the shower.
3. Lots of people leave their blinds and garage doors open after dark.
4. Scar Tissue's cover of "Destination Unknown" is too scary to listen to when walking through dark places.
5. When I used to walk with a portable cd player, I was always aware of the fact that I had it with me. The Karma pretty much sits there and lets me focus on the music and walking.
6. Rich people walk their dogs on poor people's lawns (and vice-versa).
7. My Sony MDR-G52 headphones are much better than I realized. Maybe they had to be broken in? Very happy with the sound quality.
8. If you haven't listened to your Karma a lot, don't throw it into Entertain Me! mode. You don't get a very good mix.

Got the main computer into storage today, in anticipation of the upcoming tiling of my parents house and my imminent departure for the tour. I had forgotten how much I like working with the laptop. Strangely, I think I type faster on it.....

f4f
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Rio Karma Killed The CD Player Star.... [Jan. 3rd, 2004|09:42 pm]
Fusion4Future
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |"Rock DJ" by Robbie Williams]

Oh ye gods and goddesses......

My new toy, the Rio Karma arrived today. As I've mentioned previously, this is to be the last major purchase before I head out on the road. Capable of holding 5000 MP3s or 10,000 WAVs, this was the toy to have.

As I write this, I'm in the process of transferring over everything in my MusicMatch Jukebox to the little critter. MusicMatch is one sweeeeet program. Talk about easy to transfer all the songs over! It's just taking a long time. Currently transferring somewhere around song #900. I'm still planning on ripping as many more cds as I can before I have to pack up the computer.

Unfortunately, I WILL have to pack up the computer soon. The parents got their equity loan, so the whole house is getting tiled on the 19th. This means I've got to put all my stuff in storage for a week, and it really doesn't make much sense to take everything back out again with only a week or two before I leave for the tour. Soooo......I'm making the most of my downtime and ripping and transferring as much as I can.

Been sick with the flu the last few days, but even that couldn't put a damper on my excitement over the tour or my new toy. Cough up lung now, have blast later.

Got a few great DVDs for Xmas: Pirates of the Caribbean, Hulk, Indiana Jones Boxed Set...the plan is to take these and some of my other faves on the road with me, since my laptop has a DVD player. Got a nice new case to carry the DVDs in as well. Hooray!

Back to ripping..........
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Baaaad Fusion.......Baaaaad [Dec. 23rd, 2003|09:51 pm]
Fusion4Future
[mood |guiltyguilty]
[music |"Baba O'Riley" by The Who]

OK, if you're going on tour, you have to have everything you need to survive, right? I mean, I'm going to be on the road for four months. Right? So I have the laptop already. Went out and bought myself a Leatherman (the multi-tool...alas, not the kind of Leatherman that would keep me warm at night), some new black jeans, some black sweatshirts and t-shirts. You know, all the important, logical things.

Then, I blew it.

OK. There are some things you just don't buy when you're unemployed. But I'm unemployed AND getting ready to spend four months on the road. Sooooooooooo........I just won an Ebay auction for $277 (including shipping) for this bad boy:

BEHOLD! Proof That The Techie Gods Love Me!

Good grief I can't wait until it gets here!!!!!!! And hey, I **DID** pay less than MSRP for it! :) Damn, still feel guilty. Ah well, hell. At least now all my tunes will go with me.

f4f
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Tour Dates...You'd Better Get Ready, I May Be Coming To Your Town! [Dec. 19th, 2003|01:45 pm]
Fusion4Future
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |"A.M. Radio" by Everclear]

OK, I'm sixteen shades of excited now. Got my tour package in the mail today with everything I need to head out on the road with "Wizard of Oz" in February. The best part is that I'll be spending a LOT of time in California, with a slew of dates in the SF Bay area. Homeward bound!!!! In addition to getting to go there, I also get to go to a bunch of my favorite places, including:

Las Vegas, NV
Sacramento, CA
Santa Fe, NM

and a bunch of new places all over Oregon, Washington, Colorado, Missouri and a bunch of other states. Yippeeeeeeeee! I can't wait!

f4f
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If You Want To Hug Me... [Dec. 15th, 2003|10:40 pm]
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[mood |giddygiddy]
[music |"Wanted: Dead Or Alive" by Bon Jovi]

...to congratulate me on my recent job news:






*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Get hugs of your own



Hugs for everyone!
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